Wednesday, September 08, 2004

amazing

It is sometimes amazing to see how i actually spend my time.
For the last few days, i have been thinking about what i can do in 6-7 hours of study in a day.

Unless I really push myself hard to write passages (not notes!), that length of time can just go without any material output. But to be honest, i feel like i cannot write effectively if i do not have a clear idea about the section, chapter etc.

This is exactly the same as what I felt and wrote before.
I cannot change this unless i really understand how i have to manage things, and what i have to do at this juncture. Obviously, only four (or five) days left to submit the introduction and conclusion. But i am still working on chapter 2. At the latest, i wish to spend three days for intro. and concl. so i only afford to spend one day each for chapter 2 and 3.
It is then clear that i cannot add new things to my argument, but should try to narrow my argument down so that it can be concise and consistent.
But if i can be honest again, chapter two is especially fragmental and i cannot confidently say it's almost there to finich. I feel like i have to write a lot from now on. But hang on. I've said I cannot spend days and days on it, but only a day (possible one more after i submit my intro and conclu on Monday). So I have to organize my chapter in a way which i only have to write a minimum to make a small coherent argument from i've read and thought so far. Consequently, today I have to add some paragraphs to chapter two so that i can confortably work on introduction and conclusion afterwards.

To sum up, it is clear that i have to spend my time not for aiming at a new impressive chapter, but for writing carefully so that i can make the chapter coherent by the minimum alterlation.

Friday, September 03, 2004

state of affairs

9days left, today inclusive.
I've decided to finish writing my introduction and conclusion by Saturday 11th.
Three chapters to be finished, and then introduction and conclusion.
I've been developing my first chapter from Tuesday.
So far, I am satified about its content. But,
This is my forth day on that chapter, so I cannot spend any more.
Do finish it as soon as possible; otherwise you will fail to complete the whole dissertation.